Tuesday, October 28
Last blogged @ 3:12 AM

I shouldn't love you but I want to
I just can't turn away
i shouldn't see you but i can't move
i can't look away

and i dont know how to be fine when i'm not
cause i don't know how to make the feelings stop

just so you know
this feelings taking control
of me and i can't help it
i wont sit around
i can't let him win now
though you should know
i've tried my best to let go of you
but i don't want to
i just gotta say it all before you go
just so you know

it's getting hard to
be around you
there's so much i can't say
and do you want me to hide the feelings
and look away

and i don't know how to be fine when i'm not
cause i don't know how to make the feelings stop

just so you know
this feelings taking control
of me and i can't help it
i wont sit around
i can't let him win now
though you should know
i've tried my best to let go of you
but i don't want to
i just gotta say it all before you go
just so you know

this emptiness is killing me
i'm wondering why i've waited so long
looking back i realize it was always there to be spoken
now i'm waiting here
been waiting here

just so you know
this feelings taking control
of me and i can't help it
i wont sit around
i can't let him win now
though you should know
i've tried my best to let go of you
but i don't want to
i just gotta say it all before you go
just so you know


for you.
maybe.